All About 3 Years Old NUQMAN

Happy 3^rd Birthday Nuqman ~9^th April 2011~

From Mama, Ayah & Adik Kalish

We love you deep inside our heart...

Pejam celik, pejam celik kejap jer Mama rasa.. Skang Nuqman dah 3 tahun..

Today is already 14^th April 2011. Mama dah terlewat update entry on Nuqman’s Birthday. Sorry yer Nuqman, Mama ade banyak benda nak story since u’re 3 years old. That’s why it takes quite sometimes to finish this entry. Mama will share all the sweet & sad memory since Mama 1^st experience of pregnancy till Nuqman is 3 years old.

Nuqman: Record of Mama 1^st experience of pregnancy

The very 1^st time Mama was pregnant, Mama n Ayah felt very2 glad, excited and grateful.. macam tak percayapun ader, at last... Mama yang ala-ala childish is pregnant. WOww.

And of course.. Ayah is the most person yang sangat2 happy n excited. He’s gonna be Ayah soon. 
Ayah sangat2 n extra take care of Mama n baby dalam perut. Mama plak agak teruk alah and sakit sane sini and Ayah always there for Mama in need and indeed. How sweet that time..

The most unforgettable part sepanjang Mama pregnant is that Mama n Ayah was told by the Doctor each and every time we do a scan; Mama is carrying a baby girl!! So, we prepared all the pinky2 for our baby girl n start to find a baby girl name. However, when it comes to 9 months of pregnancy, the doctor said that the bay is BOY!!!.. Mama n Ayah was very stunned yet sangat2 happy for it. Mama rase mcm nak melompat when i heard that.

Actually Mama n Ayah tak kisah the gender of the baby but we still pray for baby boy... haha

And, Alhamdulillah we got it.

That is why, most of barang2 Nuqman masa baby dulu was pinky2.

Mama memang seorang yang sangat2 penakut jumpa doctor, especially dentist.. takut makan ubat.. apatah lagi injection. For sure it makes Mama cried.. huhu. SO, can you imagine how was Mama 1^st pregnancy experience?? Mama felt sangat2 terseksa when it’s time for check up, rase macam nak lari je.. biler time nak amek darah, Mama awal2 lagi dah nangis.. tu blom lagi bab makan ubat n vitamins, sakit sana sini n jumpa dentist.. hehe Mama lari... xjumpepun dentist, pastu abes gigi Mama tercabut sket2.. Tapi semua halangan dan dugaan Mama harungi ngan tabah demi 1 nyawa yang mama kandung..

Mama was expected to give birth on 7^th April 2008. A few days before the time, Mama asked Tokwan n Tok to come over to accompany Mama n Ayah as this is our 1^st experience. On that day, Mama went for regular check up at PPUM. Doctor said pintu rahim dah bukak 2 cm. Then, the doctor asked Mama to go home as it takes a day or two for kelahiran pertama and Mamapun blom ade sign nak bersalin. The moment doctor said pintu rahim dah bukak 2 cm, Mama dah mula tak senang duduk.. takut sangat2 tapi still act cool in front of Ayah, Tok n Tokwan.. Just tak nak diorang worried. Mama sempat lagi pegik jalan2 tepi tasik petang tu, makna2.. esoknyapun mama sempat kemas2 rumah.. Rase contraction nak bersalin tu dah ader, tapi tak kuat sangat.. and mama malas nak bother, pretend macam xde ape2 sebab nak tenangkan diri mama, nak carik kekuatan, nak hilangkan rasa takut. Ayah plak kat opis kejap2 call Tanya mama sakit ke tak.. tok n tokwan just looked mama, speechless.. Sampai la Ayah habis opis hour mama still can handle the pain.

Mama plan to go to Hospital after Maghrib. Mama dah packed everything and everyone is ready to go to hospital after solat Maghrib.. and Ayah wants to baca Yassin before Mama masuk spital.. sayu sangat time tuh. Mama dah start nangis..  takut sangat  rasenyer, time tuh mama tak boleh imagine macamane rasa bersalin.. Just before keluar rumah, mama went to toilet and tetiba je ada seketul darah keluar.. time tuh memang mama rase macam nak pengsan and sakitnyer hanya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui. Mama jerit panggil Ayah.. tapi Tok yang rase tak sedap hati terus datang and when she saw the darah she panicked and asked ayah to be quick hantar Mama pergi hospital as it is already the time... Nak dijadikan cerita.. on our way to hospital, hujan rintik2.. jalan jammed!! Mama dah memang sangat2 sakit and Mamapun tak tau maner datang kekuatan, Mama was sooo calm n dalam hati Mama tak henti2 berzikir, berdoa supaya Mama kuat, selamat n sabar dalam menghadapi sakit yang tak pernah Mama rasa nih.. Ayah, Tok n Tokwan didn’t say a word. Everyone was prayed supaya Mama sempat sampai hospital. Sampai je hospital, Mama dah tak boleh jalan, sakit sangat, they put mama on wheelchair. Dalam keadaan yang agak kelam kabut n sakai yang amat sangat, Mama still can smile.. Alhamdulillah.

Mama terus kene masuk labour room. Time tuh Mama taktau nak describe Mama punye feelings.. Mama peluk Ayah, Tok n Tokwan n mintak dorang ampunkan dosa2 Mama n doakan Mama supaya senang bersalin.. Only that time Mama dah tak boleh pretend calm n cool. Mama cried. Ayah, Tok n Tokwanpun cried. Diorang kene tunggu kat luar je, lagi la Mama felt so lonely nak hadapi semua nih. Tapi Ayah tak henti2 baca Yassin n doakan mama.. Mase Mama masuk labour room tuh, it’s 9.30 p.m on 8^th April 2008. Doctor came and checked, dah bukak 6 cm.. Doctor asked Mama nak guna epidural atau other bius or not as to minimize the pain. Mama said NO. As a mother Mama felt that Mama wants to feels the pain and if Mama meninggalpun Mama meninggal as shahid. Then doctor pecahkan air ketuban and start la Mama punya perjuangan melawan sakit bersalin yang amat sangat for the very 1^st time. Mulut mama tak benti2 baca segala surah n zikir yang mama ingat.. When it was 10.30 p.m, mama felt macam ade something nak terkeluar, when they checked pintu rahim dah fully bukak, dah boleh bersalin.. they teach mama how to teran and asked mama to practice for 1 hour. When it was 11.30 p.m, the PPUM team dah ready untuk sambut baby Mama.. And Alhamdulillah, after 3 times of pushing... lahirlah baby yang sangat comel; Muhammad Nuqman Nasreen at 12.09 a.m on 9^th April 2008....

Believe it or not, Mama discharge around 3.00 pm on the same day.. terror tak?? (hihi, takut dok spital sebenonyer)

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, aku amat bersyukur diatas segala kurniaan dan rahmat Mu Ya Allah. Aku bersyukur kerana Engkau telah meringankan rasa sakit ini dan mempercepatkan proses bersalin ini.. 
Aku juga sangat2 bersyukur kerana Engkau telah menyelamatkan nyawa kami berdua..
Sesungguhnya Ya Allah, Engkaulah Yang Maha Penyayang lagi Maha Mengetahui.. Alhamdulillah.. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.

Kat sini Mama nak dedicate rasa appreciate special thanks Mama yang tak terhingga to those yang being sooo supportive sepanjang Mama mengharungi 1^st experience of pregnancy till deliver.

1.       AYAH. Ayah always there for Mama dalam susah n senang.. Mama bersyukur sangat dapat suami macam Ayah. Ayah u’re one in thousand. Mama sayang ayah sangat2..

2.       TOK n TOKWAN. Terima kasih banyak2 Mak Abah yang dah besarkan, didik n care for me.. Biler Yatie dah kawenpun Mak abah still care for me.. I love both of u.

3.       MY FAMILY. Special thanks to K Nor + A Faiz sekeluarga, K San + A Madi sekeluarga, A Mie + K. Ita sekeluarga, K Cho + A Teko sekeluarga, A Din + K Meeza sekeluarga, A Dan + K Imah sekeluarga, last but not least.. YUS + Ija sekeluarga.. for being such a good sis n bro to me.. i love all of u.

4.       MY FAMILY IN-LAW. Mak, Abah, A wan sekeluarga, Jon sekeluarga, Nurul and Adik.

5.       PPUM TEAM yang involved masa mama bersalin..

6.   FRIENDs...

End of this part. To be continued....