Allahuakbar..Allah Maha Besar

Alhamdulillah.. Syukur Ya Allah.

Mama rase half an hour after mama post 1st entry just now.. mama terlelap.. suddenly mama dengor mcm abg (nuqman) nangis..
Tp bile mama pegik dekat abg.. mcm nk gugur jantung mama, menggigil mama.. abg kene sawan@ tarik.. air liur dh meleleh, badan dh lembik, suhu badan panas sngt2.. mama terus menjerit2 pggl ayah. Time tu, mama n ayah keep on pggl abg tp xde respond.

Mama n ayah terus bukak baju n seluar abg n mandikan.. tp still xde response.  Lembik, dudukpun xbleh..
Mama sngt2 risau time tuh.. Pastu mama n ayah masukkan ubat ikut bud2..

Pastu mama n ayah terus siap2 pegi PPUM... sian kalish n alisa, nangis2 ngantuk. ayah bwk kete selaju yg mungkin.. abg still shaking n mama duduk ngan abg...to make sure he's OK b4 kami reach spital..

Smpi spital, terus register, amik temperature, blood pressure n wait for the doctor.. lepas jmpe doctor, abg kene warded.. as to monitor him and to know the cause of sawan@tarik..

And now we still waiting for the admition procedure... it's 4.00 am. We are here since 2.40 am

Mama bersyukur sngt2 Allah sedarkan mama time abg kene serangan sawan tu.. and Allah berikan kekuatan n ketenangan utk mama n ayah bertenang & berfikir apa yg perlu kami buat..

Alhamdulillah.. syukur Ya Allah di atas rahmatMu dan diatas pengalaman pertama kami.

It's such a sudden.. there's no sign b4 abg went to sleep.. so, to those parents out there.. please be careful, do check your child frequently n always..

Mudah mudahan abg selamat n sihat seperti sediakala..
permudahkanlah segala urusan kami Ya Allah..Amin.

September Sensation. I Likee!!!

Happy September u alls..

Today is 19.09.11. It’s Ayah’s Birthday.

Happy 29^th birthday Ayah..

from Mama, Nuqman & Kalish. We love u soooo much..

Kami doakan semoga ayah dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki dan semoga kita sekeluarga sentiasa bahagia dan dilimpahi dengan kasih sayang. Amin.

To celebrate Ayah’s birthday, we decided to go to IOI Mall Puchong.. tapii end up dengan jalan2 je kat sana sebab ayah request nak makan kek buah and kat sana tak jumpapun. Tak larat dah kitorang pusing2. Sudahnya kitorang pegik Giant kat umah je.. celebrate birthday ayah kat sana. Here a few photos yang sempat Mama snap. Hopefully ayah happy on his birthday..

Ioi Mall Puchong

Fruit Cake for Ayah

Celebrating Ayah's birthday @ Chicken Rice Shop

Meals for Ayah n Mama

Nuqman punye..

Kalish??

  

Yesterday we were at Paklong & Maklong’s house to celebrate Maklong’s birthday. Makjang’s family n Pakda’s family pun ada. 

Happy 46^th birthday maklong from all of us.

 Thanks to maklong yang masak macam2 untuk kitorang semua.. memang sedappp..

Birthday cake maklong from makjang & family. Thank you makjang.

On last 9^th September 2011 was Mama’s birthday.

Happy 29^th birthday to MAMA. Love love love.

Thanks to Ayah, Nuqman n Kalish for the card and cake. Mama love it soo much, thanks dear.

To Auntie Aiza, uncle Shukor n khalif.. thanks for coming and for the lovely cake. Tq soo much.

To Makjang, Pakjang, Kakak Marsya, Kakak Dayini, Abg Awat, Kakak Tasnim n Qhairin.. thank you soo much the surprised.. tq for coming n for the cake.. Really appreciate it.

And to Auntie Ayie, Uncle Hafiz n Asyraff Hanif.. tq for the lovely present, sukee sangat2. Thank you soo much...

Mama love all of you... love sangat2.

Sayangnya xbanyapk gambar yang sempat mama snap.. maklum la birthday mama... slalunyer mama yang tukang amek gambo, biler time mamanyer event, xkan mama nk amek gambo senirik.. hihi

 

 

For those yang share birthday on SEPTEMBER..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

 Semoga kita semua sentiasa mendapat keberkatan dan sentiasa berada didalam redha Allah. 

8^th September – Kakak Shazmin (cousin Nuqman & Kalish)

9^th September – Mama n Auntie Mariam (kawan Mama mase keje  kat TM)

10^th September – Auntie Atun (kawan Mama masa sekolah)

14^th September – Uncle Shamsul (Anak sedara Mama)

15^th September – Maksu Ija

16^th September – Maklong Ita & Kakak Fina (cousin Nuqman n& Kalish)

18^th September – Uncle Hafiz & his son Asyraf Haniff

19^th September – Ayah

~Sweet Time Together~

Hi alls. Lamernyer Mama tak post any entry kat blog nih. Bnyk sngt entry Mama nak update, tp satupun tak sempat.. Bz sngt ngan daily routine n anak2.. 

Ok, lets start with this entry. Really excited!

Last night Mama pegik beraya to auntie Fazliana's house. And the best part is.. auntie Mardiana (who's live in Terengganu) join us. Auntie Mardiana & family were at our house since Thursday.. Thank you so much sebab sudi dtg umah kitorang.. Best sngt dapat spent time ngan auntie & family especially Iman Qaisara yg dah besar n sngt comel.

Iman Qaisara

 And to Auntie Fazliana, we have so much fun there.. tq sooo much. Abes umah auntie tunggang langgang Nuqman & Kalish punyer keje.. sorry auntie.

Sure! we have great time together. 

Amani Damia.. 3 months old. kiut sangattt..

Moms with kids..

Mommies

Kiddos

Macam kat kopitiam.. really santai..

 MOMMies: Kongsi citer anak2 & family, makan2 (smpi abes cheese cake auntie yg sngt sedap tu) n lepak2.. :) love love love...

DADDies: shared stories + movies + take care of kids (hihi)

KIDDos: play + play + play

Cepat betul mase berlalu, masing2 dah ade kids.. how's sweet! Entah biler la dapat kumpul samer2 lagi kan?? 

Auntie Fazliana, pasni jom p Terengganu.... 

Memories will remain forever..

All About 3 Years Old NUQMAN

Happy 3^rd Birthday Nuqman ~9^th April 2011~

From Mama, Ayah & Adik Kalish

We love you deep inside our heart...

Pejam celik, pejam celik kejap jer Mama rasa.. Skang Nuqman dah 3 tahun..

Today is already 14^th April 2011. Mama dah terlewat update entry on Nuqman’s Birthday. Sorry yer Nuqman, Mama ade banyak benda nak story since u’re 3 years old. That’s why it takes quite sometimes to finish this entry. Mama will share all the sweet & sad memory since Mama 1^st experience of pregnancy till Nuqman is 3 years old.

Nuqman: Record of Mama 1^st experience of pregnancy

The very 1^st time Mama was pregnant, Mama n Ayah felt very2 glad, excited and grateful.. macam tak percayapun ader, at last... Mama yang ala-ala childish is pregnant. WOww.

And of course.. Ayah is the most person yang sangat2 happy n excited. He’s gonna be Ayah soon. 
Ayah sangat2 n extra take care of Mama n baby dalam perut. Mama plak agak teruk alah and sakit sane sini and Ayah always there for Mama in need and indeed. How sweet that time..

The most unforgettable part sepanjang Mama pregnant is that Mama n Ayah was told by the Doctor each and every time we do a scan; Mama is carrying a baby girl!! So, we prepared all the pinky2 for our baby girl n start to find a baby girl name. However, when it comes to 9 months of pregnancy, the doctor said that the bay is BOY!!!.. Mama n Ayah was very stunned yet sangat2 happy for it. Mama rase mcm nak melompat when i heard that.

Actually Mama n Ayah tak kisah the gender of the baby but we still pray for baby boy... haha

And, Alhamdulillah we got it.

That is why, most of barang2 Nuqman masa baby dulu was pinky2.

Mama memang seorang yang sangat2 penakut jumpa doctor, especially dentist.. takut makan ubat.. apatah lagi injection. For sure it makes Mama cried.. huhu. SO, can you imagine how was Mama 1^st pregnancy experience?? Mama felt sangat2 terseksa when it’s time for check up, rase macam nak lari je.. biler time nak amek darah, Mama awal2 lagi dah nangis.. tu blom lagi bab makan ubat n vitamins, sakit sana sini n jumpa dentist.. hehe Mama lari... xjumpepun dentist, pastu abes gigi Mama tercabut sket2.. Tapi semua halangan dan dugaan Mama harungi ngan tabah demi 1 nyawa yang mama kandung..

Mama was expected to give birth on 7^th April 2008. A few days before the time, Mama asked Tokwan n Tok to come over to accompany Mama n Ayah as this is our 1^st experience. On that day, Mama went for regular check up at PPUM. Doctor said pintu rahim dah bukak 2 cm. Then, the doctor asked Mama to go home as it takes a day or two for kelahiran pertama and Mamapun blom ade sign nak bersalin. The moment doctor said pintu rahim dah bukak 2 cm, Mama dah mula tak senang duduk.. takut sangat2 tapi still act cool in front of Ayah, Tok n Tokwan.. Just tak nak diorang worried. Mama sempat lagi pegik jalan2 tepi tasik petang tu, makna2.. esoknyapun mama sempat kemas2 rumah.. Rase contraction nak bersalin tu dah ader, tapi tak kuat sangat.. and mama malas nak bother, pretend macam xde ape2 sebab nak tenangkan diri mama, nak carik kekuatan, nak hilangkan rasa takut. Ayah plak kat opis kejap2 call Tanya mama sakit ke tak.. tok n tokwan just looked mama, speechless.. Sampai la Ayah habis opis hour mama still can handle the pain.

Mama plan to go to Hospital after Maghrib. Mama dah packed everything and everyone is ready to go to hospital after solat Maghrib.. and Ayah wants to baca Yassin before Mama masuk spital.. sayu sangat time tuh. Mama dah start nangis..  takut sangat  rasenyer, time tuh mama tak boleh imagine macamane rasa bersalin.. Just before keluar rumah, mama went to toilet and tetiba je ada seketul darah keluar.. time tuh memang mama rase macam nak pengsan and sakitnyer hanya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui. Mama jerit panggil Ayah.. tapi Tok yang rase tak sedap hati terus datang and when she saw the darah she panicked and asked ayah to be quick hantar Mama pergi hospital as it is already the time... Nak dijadikan cerita.. on our way to hospital, hujan rintik2.. jalan jammed!! Mama dah memang sangat2 sakit and Mamapun tak tau maner datang kekuatan, Mama was sooo calm n dalam hati Mama tak henti2 berzikir, berdoa supaya Mama kuat, selamat n sabar dalam menghadapi sakit yang tak pernah Mama rasa nih.. Ayah, Tok n Tokwan didn’t say a word. Everyone was prayed supaya Mama sempat sampai hospital. Sampai je hospital, Mama dah tak boleh jalan, sakit sangat, they put mama on wheelchair. Dalam keadaan yang agak kelam kabut n sakai yang amat sangat, Mama still can smile.. Alhamdulillah.

Mama terus kene masuk labour room. Time tuh Mama taktau nak describe Mama punye feelings.. Mama peluk Ayah, Tok n Tokwan n mintak dorang ampunkan dosa2 Mama n doakan Mama supaya senang bersalin.. Only that time Mama dah tak boleh pretend calm n cool. Mama cried. Ayah, Tok n Tokwanpun cried. Diorang kene tunggu kat luar je, lagi la Mama felt so lonely nak hadapi semua nih. Tapi Ayah tak henti2 baca Yassin n doakan mama.. Mase Mama masuk labour room tuh, it’s 9.30 p.m on 8^th April 2008. Doctor came and checked, dah bukak 6 cm.. Doctor asked Mama nak guna epidural atau other bius or not as to minimize the pain. Mama said NO. As a mother Mama felt that Mama wants to feels the pain and if Mama meninggalpun Mama meninggal as shahid. Then doctor pecahkan air ketuban and start la Mama punya perjuangan melawan sakit bersalin yang amat sangat for the very 1^st time. Mulut mama tak benti2 baca segala surah n zikir yang mama ingat.. When it was 10.30 p.m, mama felt macam ade something nak terkeluar, when they checked pintu rahim dah fully bukak, dah boleh bersalin.. they teach mama how to teran and asked mama to practice for 1 hour. When it was 11.30 p.m, the PPUM team dah ready untuk sambut baby Mama.. And Alhamdulillah, after 3 times of pushing... lahirlah baby yang sangat comel; Muhammad Nuqman Nasreen at 12.09 a.m on 9^th April 2008....

Believe it or not, Mama discharge around 3.00 pm on the same day.. terror tak?? (hihi, takut dok spital sebenonyer)

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, aku amat bersyukur diatas segala kurniaan dan rahmat Mu Ya Allah. Aku bersyukur kerana Engkau telah meringankan rasa sakit ini dan mempercepatkan proses bersalin ini.. 
Aku juga sangat2 bersyukur kerana Engkau telah menyelamatkan nyawa kami berdua..
Sesungguhnya Ya Allah, Engkaulah Yang Maha Penyayang lagi Maha Mengetahui.. Alhamdulillah.. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.

Kat sini Mama nak dedicate rasa appreciate special thanks Mama yang tak terhingga to those yang being sooo supportive sepanjang Mama mengharungi 1^st experience of pregnancy till deliver.

1.       AYAH. Ayah always there for Mama dalam susah n senang.. Mama bersyukur sangat dapat suami macam Ayah. Ayah u’re one in thousand. Mama sayang ayah sangat2..

2.       TOK n TOKWAN. Terima kasih banyak2 Mak Abah yang dah besarkan, didik n care for me.. Biler Yatie dah kawenpun Mak abah still care for me.. I love both of u.

3.       MY FAMILY. Special thanks to K Nor + A Faiz sekeluarga, K San + A Madi sekeluarga, A Mie + K. Ita sekeluarga, K Cho + A Teko sekeluarga, A Din + K Meeza sekeluarga, A Dan + K Imah sekeluarga, last but not least.. YUS + Ija sekeluarga.. for being such a good sis n bro to me.. i love all of u.

4.       MY FAMILY IN-LAW. Mak, Abah, A wan sekeluarga, Jon sekeluarga, Nurul and Adik.

5.       PPUM TEAM yang involved masa mama bersalin..

6.   FRIENDs...

End of this part. To be continued....

Being ONE is So Much Fun

Happy 1st Birthday Kalish from Mama, Ayah & Abg Nuqman... 1st April 2011.

Cepatnye masa berlalu.. Mama still ingat lagi, at the same day last year... kite semua duduk dalam ward same2. Ayah, Abg Nuqman, Kakak Izati, Acu n Maksu same2 teman mama before Kalish lahir.

Mase tuh Mama rase takut sangat2, mcm xpenah deliver baby plak,. Hihi. Seronokpun ade, n sedihpun ade coz Nuqman still kecik gi.. Tp whatever it is kite tetap same2. And the busiest person was Ayah.. Ayah ke sana sini, buat itu ini.. Nuqman plak time tuh sangat2 tak nak kat org lain.. tp time tuh kakak izati, acu n maksu helps a lot. Thanks to them. Dorang tolong tengok2kan Nuqman biler mama was in labour room.

From labour room mama heard Nuqman cried.. coz labour room tu tersangat dekat ngan bilik ward yang kitorang duduk tu.. Ya Allah mase tu, susah sngt hati mama, dh la sakit, Nuqman cried all the time carik mama n ayah. Sian Nuqman. And ayah kluar masuk labour room. Kejap tengok mama, kejap tengok Nuqman....

Mama has been admitted on 1 April 2010 at 12.30 pm since mase check up that night, Dr said that pintu rahim dah terbukak 2 cm. So that, Dr advised mama to be admitted sebab 2^nd baby slalunyer cepat je, then biler sakit nanti mama dah already kat hospital.. mama n ayah just followed la what dr said walaupun blom ade any sign yg menunjukkan mama akan give birth to Kalish.

So, we went home packed everything n asked k izati to accompanied us. So, there will be somebody took care of Nuqman when mama & ayah was in labour room. That night mama can’t sleep; just wait for the time to give birth for Kalish. But still, mama tak sakit sangat.. so, mama  kept on walked around the room, kejap duduk, kejap bngun.. looking at Nuqman n Ayah.. mama worried sngt time tuh, sngt worried.. Then 5.30 am still blom betul2 sakit nak bersalin.. nurse asked mama to get bath and get ready coz doctor will come and checked. When dr came, she told mama it’s already 6 cm.. so Dr. nak pecahkan air ketuban.. dh bleh ready nak bersalin.. Mama felt like nak pengsan, takut sngt.. sedih sngt.. Can’t describe the feeling that time..

Mama kiss n hug Nuqman a few times before mama went to deliver room. Mama always told Nuqman that mama will always love him even though we will have a new family member. Then mama left Nuqman yang tngah tido with k. Izati, Ayah accompanied mama in the labour room. After air ketuban dh pecah at 6.30 a.m, mama rase sakit yg amat sngt.. mama menangis, genggam tngan ayah sekuat2 hati, berzikir tak henti2... sakitnye Ya Allah, mama xhenti2 berdoa supaya mama kuat, sabar, cepat2 bersalin n boleh bersalin secara normal. Tq to Ayah yang support mama all the time and temankan mama sepanjang berada dalam labour room tu. Mama kept on tengok jam..  Tak sabar rasenyer nk cepat2 bersalin time tu, nk cepat2 hilang rase sakit tuh.

At 8.30 am, Dr. came again and check, yet blom bukak habis gi.. lamenyer mama rase... mama dah tak tahan. When it is 10.00 a.m, mama felt like something nak terkeluar sangat2, then mama panggil nurse.. When they checked, they can see the baby’s head is coming out. Then they prepared everything, and called the Dr. Dalam keadaan yang sangat kelam kabut tuh, Dr. Yati was very calm n just kept smiling. She told mama how to breath n how to ‘teran’.

Yess.. Alhamdulillah. Dr. Yati is the best, she’s an expertise. At 10.20 am, mama gave birth to Adik Kalish and only then mama cried out loud... Haha.

Ayah was there, and this is ayah's 1st experience to see his own blood came out to see the world as time Abg Nuqman dulu Ayah takde chance nak stay ngan mama, coz PPUM do not allowed ayah to do so..

And mama can see ayah cried that time; he's happy for both mama and adik kalish was safe. 
And when everything is ok, Ayah cepat2 dapatkan Nuqman.. He want to share this moment with Nuqman too.. Nuqman, with his innocent face, know nothing just smile and just looked at our new family member, Kalish..

And now, Kalish dah setahun... 

dah pandai jalan, dah ade 8 batang gigi, dah pandai panggil ayah/mama/abang, dah pandai cakap ‘nak’, dah pandai tunjuk2 mintak itu ini, dah pandai rebut barang ngan abang, dah pandai salam/kiss, dah paham and respond bile mama said ‘no’/duduk/bangun/jangan/, dah pandai tarik tangan mama/ayah biler nk pegik memana/nak something.

And at 1 year old Kalish suke menari geleng2 kepala biler dengar lagu especially lagu miss nina, suke makan, suke buli abang, suke sangat makan aiskrim/ais, suke tengok citer upin ipin/timmy time/pororo/teletubbies, suke kluar jalan2, suke tengok buku, suke sepahkan barang kat dalam almari dapur/ dalam bilik toys, suke nangis jugak and etc..

That’s end of the entry of Kalish at 1 year. More entry on lil’ Kalish will be updated later.. and next 9 April 2011 will Abang Nuqman’s 3^rd Birthday!!! Yeay!!

Mama n Ayah love Both of u sooooooo much

our bundle of happiness and joyful!!

See ya!!!

p/s: gambar n video's kalish lahir dh ilang. huhu. sume gambo mama simpan dlm external hard disc n now external hard disc tu dh rosak... kalish la yang baling2. mama dh anto repair, hopefully dpt la diselamatkan.. amin.