A New Start

Bismillahirrohmanirrahim
Assalamualaikum wbt..
MasyaAllah... it has been 3 years mama tak update blog.. x post any entry.. last entry was on 2011, and now it's 2014..
how fast time flies.. how I wish I can turn back time and update every single 1st thing happen to my kids.. and guest what??? We are not 4 anymore.. we are now 5..
Later, mama will try to update things happen in the past 3 years.. mama need to korek gambo2 lama which tells a lot of important / sweet / memorable /  happy / sad moments yg need to be remember by  5 of us..

Semoge semuanya dipermudahkan Allah swt..

Frustrated . Stress . Fever

FRUSTRATED

Last Friday, Mama & Makjang got bad news... how’s sad. huhu

Barokah Resources & Services was failed to get a contract with NAVY to conduct a course at Lumut this coming Wednesday till Friday.. Adoii!!

Of course we felt very frustrated as we have worked hard for it, put high expectation on it and already done some preparation on it..  

And the other one is.. the project for Tagalog Course at Sabah has been postpone from April  to May and we has to re-submit the proposal.. too many difficulties need to be face so we decided to tarik diri je..

What makes Mama really upset is that both project is our 1^st attempt to involve in this kind of business and its end with failure..

It’s ok.. We have to be strong and can’t give up easily!!

Tak semua yang kita rancang itu berakhir dengan kejayaan.. Allah Maha Mengetahui.

Mungkin ada hikmah disebalik semua ni.  Mudah-mudahan kegagalan Mama hari ini Allah Yang Maha Esa akan gantikan dengan sesuatu yang lebih baik di masa hadapan.. Amin.
 

 
STRESS

Lately ni, Mama rasa stress sngt2 ngan anak2 Mama. Agaknye anak2 Mama nih dah besar, bijak.. tu yang aktif semacam je. Semua benda nak explore.. especially Kalish yang baru umo setahun tu.. grrrr geramnyer Mama!!

Semalam Mama rasa tak tahan sangat. Nuqman & Kalish dari pagi sampai ke malam tak benti2 buat itu ini. Kalo sehari tak kluo macam tu la jadiknyer. Yang paling Mama tak boleh tahan biler Kalish main ngan pek gula 1kg then, gigit2. Pastu bocor abes tumpah satu dapur penuh gula.. badan kalish tak payah cakap la.. Geramnyerrr, Mama rase nak gigit2 je Kalish. Fuhh, memang menguji kesabaran Mama betul.

Pastu dorang dua beradik keep on main je.. aktif sangat. Panjat sane sini. Toys dorang betabur merata-rata. Bilik toys dorang lagi la, sampai takde tempat nak letak kaki. Haish, sabo.. sabo

Kejap Nuqman nangis, kejap Kalish plak nangis coz gaduh.. pastu main balik same2..

Pastu panjat2, lari2.. jatuh salah sorang, nangis.. serabut la Mama rase.

Mama rasa penat sangat n sakit je hati tengok korang dua beradik sampai Mama plak yang nangis2. Pastu ayah gelakkan Mama coz gaduh ngan anak2.

Ayah sampai lewat pegik keje semalam dok melayan Nuqman ngan Kalish plus Ayah worry kat Mama, takut Mama dera anak2. Haha.

Whatever it is, Mama sayangkan Nuqman n Kalish sangat2. Takde harta yang lebih bernilai selain dari anak-anak Mama. Sifat nak tahu semua benda sekeliling diorang ngan nak explore semua benda  is a part of phase dalam proses tumbesaran dan pembelajaran anak-anak Mama. Mama yang kene get used to this situation. Plus Mama kene banyak sabar n be more encouraging dalam dorang punye tumbesaran. Thanks to Ayah yang sangat2 understanding n being soo supportive.

Sorry to Nuqman & Kalish coz Mama asik marah2 n tangan2 kan korang. Mama sayang Abang Nuqman, Adik Kalish n Ayah very much. Mama will try to be a better Mama to all of you. Promise!!

Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim,

Berikanlah kesihatan yang baik kepada anak-anakku, jadikanlah mereka anak-anak yang taat pada perintahMu Ya Allah dan jadikanlah mereka anak-anak yang mendengar kata kedua ibubapa mereka. Ya Allah, jadikanlah mereka anak-anak yang sempurna, cerdik, berakal dan berilmu serta beramal soleh. Ya Allah, elokkanlah perangai mereka, fasihkanlah lidah mereka dan merdukanlah suara mereka untuk membaca Al-Quran.

Sesungguhnya Ya Allah, Engkaulah Yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang.

Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.

Biler Nuqman ngan Kalish dah besar nanti and read this entry, you will know how much Mama n Ayah love and care for both of you.

And, you will know how naughty you are, huh!!

FEVER

As a result of story mory kat atas.. Mamapun got FEVER.

Banyak kerja yang tertangguh termasuk la sambungan on entry 'All About 3 Years Old Nuqman'

Well done Mama!!! 

Mama.. u're doing great..

Alhamdulillah, at last mama manage to deal with our blog..  by today, mama has learn a lot of new things about blogger... hopefully mama can learn more.. caiyok caiyok.

It’s already 12 a.m, mama felt soo tired and sleepy caused by last night stayed-up working on our blog. See how serious mama is??? Mama needs to sleep early as mama have an appointment tomorrow morning... adoiyaii mama sangat penat and takut tak bangun for the appointment...

Kalish was slept an hour ago, but Nuqman still active and play around. Nuqman already take his milk for 3 times but still tak tido-tido lagi and ask mama “mama nak cucu agi, leaseee”. What mama gonna do??? No choice, mama have to force Nuqman go to bed NOWWWWWW and no more milk...

Gud nite everybody, sweet dream...

Mrs. Mama on the Go...

With lafaz bismillah... 

Mama tried to jot down something as a beginner. Mama now is a blogger at last... haha. For the past few months Mama has created this blog (padahal org lain dah bertahun...), though just this week Mama got time to log in again and do’s what necessary. Mama was very busy handling business with two kids; nuqman and kalish plak sangat notti but too comel to be scold, with rumah yang berterabur kerja nuqman, kalish and ayah and macam2 lagi... it’s hard for mama to pay full attention nak mengadap menda alah ni.. That’s why mama did not blogging for quite sometimes. And now, mama is more organised and has a little time to blog.

Mama got too many ideas to put in our blog, yet mama do not know how to do this and that.. what a poor mama – buta IT betoi laa. Mama wants our blog to be great and wonderful as it is a diary of us. But still, a lot of things need to be recovered, hihi.. mama still in learning process.

Mama will do my best to update our blog.. it is about us :).. to Ayah, Nuqman and Kalish, mama loves u all sangat2. Do pray for my success k